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i cannot lie, at least not well
to any one, but just not you.
the others do not question;
they fed upon false smiles
and invisible tears.
i wear this great disguise
they do not see the misery.
well, what am I to say?
the shame in my throat
bleeds through my eyes.
my heart cries for love.
be kind, and don't ask.
act as though I had you fooled.
i do not want to admit
that each morning births hope
for normality to be restored.
i cling onto his ghost daily
i simply cannot let go.
as my eyes un-peel at dawn
i feel his arms at my waist
waves of his breath in my hair
for a moment, i can pretend
for a minute, i am happy.
then the blunt light of day
creeps though my dreams
i am alone. all alone.
he left with my heart long ago
he moved on; why can't i?
to any one, but just not you.
the others do not question;
they fed upon false smiles
and invisible tears.
i wear this great disguise
they do not see the misery.
well, what am I to say?
the shame in my throat
bleeds through my eyes.
my heart cries for love.
be kind, and don't ask.
act as though I had you fooled.
i do not want to admit
that each morning births hope
for normality to be restored.
i cling onto his ghost daily
i simply cannot let go.
as my eyes un-peel at dawn
i feel his arms at my waist
waves of his breath in my hair
for a moment, i can pretend
for a minute, i am happy.
then the blunt light of day
creeps though my dreams
i am alone. all alone.
he left with my heart long ago
he moved on; why can't i?
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This is so sad